Am not saying that am encouraging suicide! You surley did not get my message! You can't compare yourself with her. You are not, or let me rather say, you were not in her shoes, neither was she in yours abi? Ehen then keep on thanking God that he saw you trough all your storms. I do not know how old you are but we are talking about a person in a very tender age. That does not seem to know another way out. Okay this happened in the church but what about those that do not have God in their lives and still they option for suicide? My broda, fact is that suicide is the main exit door for people that don't seem to have another option, you as outstanding person would probably, or would think otherwise, people in with this kind of mindsetting don't! That's what am trying to point out on you! There is no excuse to for it, you leave people back that are hurt and simply do not understand what was going on and probably live that shock for the rest of their life. People that chose this option do believe that they will have eternal rest. If they did believe in God or not is left up to them. In short before I begin to preach what I am saying is all fingers are not equal, we are not made out of the same wood! What might makes sense to you, wouldn't make sense to me and the other way round. I guess the lady chose to do it this way, because it made more than sense to her, but of course for an outstanding person (like you) it wouldn't!

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