You can't judge a book by it's cover as the adage goes, she has been through a lot and survived. I've always liked that she kept her private and public personas separate. I've never been a fan of her acting but I've always thought she made a beautiful model. Best of luck, girl and keep that survivor mentality.
"Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none.
William Shakespeare, "All's Well That Ends Well", Act 1 Scene 1
Greatest English dramatist & poet (1564 - 1616)
Disappointment is inevitable but Misery is optional